We Are Stardust

I woke up in the middle of the night but I wasn't really awake. My eyes were open but I was still dreaming. I don't know what I was dreaming about or why I "woke" up. All I remember is that my eyes were open the whole time and I was whimpering very loudly and gasping for breath every so often. During this weird moment, I remember clearly thinking I need to stop. I'll wake my roommate. My roommate is sleeping, I need to stop but I couldn't control myself. I couldn't move and I couldn't stop the whimpering; all I could do was think. After that I went straight to sleep. I don't really even remember shutting my eyes to go to sleep; it was like a light just turned off and I was out.